Chapter 43: "I am Superwoman"

I just felt like uploading this video clip: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xK8t0gP4isE.
It's Alicia Keys "Superwoman." I've been feeling very discouraged, confused, and at many times at a loss for words lately. So I guess I say that to say that I have to encourage myself and with this, I felt encouraged. I'm tired of the "you can'ts" and "don'ts" and "I wouldn't if I were yous." I want to be free to do what I want without having to think about or respond to the opinions of other people. In essence, I am Superwoman because I can do the unthinkable and impossible with the help of my GOD. Through this ordeal that I am dealing with, I forgot about the fact that God can do the impossible and do more that I can even ask or think. There is truth in the fact that sometimes God gives us things and ideas and missions and callings that no one else hears or possibly understands. Who are you to negate or challenge or contaminate what is in my heart? Truthfully, I feel really caged right now. I want to in some sense be like the birds and be free and be trusted that I will do what's right. Is that too much to ask? I guess my problem at this moment is believing with my own heart and making me happy instead of everyone else all of the time. It makes me sad some days, but I know that it is something that will be and is a challenge for me. "I am Superwoman" because I can do this even when I am a mess and I can still make things happen in the fashion that I want and the one that is planned for me if I stand still and allow God to do his work in me and around me.